I am truely one VERY happy woman!

So, this blog is mainly for my amazing boyfriend William. For the past 6 months I have been with him and its been amazing. I have never felt this way towards anyone in my life..its crazy and I like it alotttt! I just love everything about the kid, he's a gentlemen towards me, has manners, he's super caring, family orienated, ONE VERY SEXY MAN, his smile, his laugh, his eyes are just gorgeous, his body is amazing, how he hugs me is just so one of a kind (he gives amazing hugs) , his kisses, his lips, how he can make me laugh (all the time), his walk, how he is always there when I need him most, gives me advice when I need it, how he supports me in whatever I do, ..the list just goes on and on about what I like about him.

We met in such a wierd way..its just wierd. My mom was on press side (at our work) and she was talking to him about me thinking he was one very sexy man..and he said well give your daughter my phone number and we can talk (hahah) ...well I didn't text him, I got nervous and was like uhhhhh i'm scurred...so after the weekend he saw my mom and asked what happened, she told him and he said well just give her my number..so an hour into the work shift (after my mom told me what all happened) I got a text from him and we talked for the whole day about everything. That night we talked on the phone about different things, like what I am into, what do I do for fun, what music I like and other random things he wanted to know. The next day at work we finally talked face to face. I was so nervous talking to him..I kept blushing like crazy whenever we would talk to each other! I felt silly.

A week or so later we finally hungout with eachother (outside of work) and we talked for more hour and hours in my kitchen about anything and everything. then when the night was ending we walked out on the porch to say goodbye to eachother..we had thee MOST amazing hug I have ever got from someone..it just felt like something sparked inside of me and it was a feeling I really cannot describe..it was truely amazing. How close we were together, how everything just was, I didn't care about anything happening around us...all I cared about was what was happening on that porch between us. ...then no kiss happened.. ahahhaha! ...we talked about it that night and he said "I wanted to kiss you but Iwas so scared/nervous so I walked away, I wanted to turn around and walk back up that driveway and kiss you..but I was scared"

but then a couple days later we hung out and had that first kiss between us..and it was amazing as well..it was just very sloppy since we didn't know eachothers technique of kissing ahaha! but after two hours of kissing eachother it got better and better.

Now, we have been together for 6 months now and it has been nothing but amazing! I honestly mean that though. I have never been this happy with someone in my life time..I am so happy with him and our relationship and how it is and where its going. I love it! I love how we can just lay there without saying anything and still feel that spark between us. Its crazy I still get butterflies when I first see him or when I get a text from him or a kiss or a hug from him. I like how I can be myself around him and he's himself around me..I am truely comfortable with him! I am so comfortable with him because I can fall asleep in his arms and wake up the next morning in the same position. He is truely an amazing person to me and my family and that is all I want. I wanted to find a man and I did! and I am truely satisfied mentally and physically by him. I wouldn't ask for anything better! He is the best I have ever had! (; && I loCk him very very much!<3

my life, tattoos & piercings

So I am bored and it is 1:15 am on a Sunday night/Monday morning ahah! and I am watching my favorite movie of all (kindof) Into the Blue<3... I decided to write a blog. I'm sure it will be just me rambling but whatevs.
First of all, everything is going pretty well in my life right now. The family situations are getting better, we aren't fighting constantly anymore..just here and there..which is good. It isn't so stressful either..somewhat. Everything is going pretty good though. I am so blessed to have a family so loving && caring like mine! I love them so much. It has always been us three no matter what! I am truely blessed<3

School is going good..I guess..this will be my second week..But I don't care for my English teacher..its just how he talks/types to people..he seems like a complete douche bag. But i'm hoping I will pass this semester..I am going to try my freaking hardest to pass this semester..Everything is pretty easy though, we are learning about commas, colons and other grammar stuff like that ahhaa! I actually just got done with some homework too!

Will and I are doing wonderful! I am super duper happy with him. He an amazing boyfriend. We have been together for 6 months now, it has been thee best 6 months everrrrrr! I have never felt this way with anyone before, I mean like forreal, I have NEVER EVER felt this way before..Is it weird I STILL get butterflies when I get a call, text, hug, kiss from him, and even when I just see him. Its insane! ahaha..He drives me nuts but in a GOOD way. I am so attracted to him physically and mentally as well, he is truely one of a kind.I love everything about the kid. He is so kind-hearted but also he looks like a tough guy. Hes my sexy tough guy<3 He supports me in whatever it is I do and listens when I need him most. When I'm feeling upset or sad..he's always there to make me smile or give me a hug. I am truely blessed to have someone like him around. I am so thankful and glad to be with someone like him..He's so amazinggg<3

Do you know what time it is? oh yes..its rambling time! woo!
So I got my nails done! I haven't got them done in ages! They look sooo cuteee! I love going to kiss nails and getting them done, they are so quick too! its insane. But everyone is so nice there too! and they aren't too crazy in prices which I like. I feel more like a woman when I get my nails done..it makes me feel confident about myself too. I dont' really know why..I just love getting them done!
so i'm thinking about getting a new tattoo and piercing...I already told you about my next tattoo what I plan on getting very soon..but I have been thinking (for quite some time now) - to get my nipples pierced. I'm not saying both..maybe just one..or maybe both. I'm not really sure. But I think it would be kinda exciting/sexy if I got them done..not gonna lie! I've been thinking about it for a couple months now..but I am very nervous to get them done fersure. I think it would be exciting to get them done..but I am nervous on how much they will hurt :0 its kindof scary...having a needle being shoved through your nipple...ouchhh! ahah I think I can handle it..I just might be a nervous reck..maybe.
What do you think about a girl with nipple piercings?
Hmmm...I'm going to think about it more before I (if i do) go for it.

Hmmm...Well I think i'm going to get off of here. Good night barbz<3

HAPPY NEW YEAR ;;2012 BAYBEYY

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVES!! 2012 BAYBEYY<3
I am so wowed by the fact that its already 2012, its insane. It was like yesterday I was a little kid and the big hype was the millenium coming up. Time has flown by so quicklyyy! I seriously cannot believe it.
Anywho, So I know everyone is saying "NEW YEAR = NEW ME" also, I know I said it too..I'm NOT changing who I am as a person, I love the way I am. I'm just changing how I look and a little tweeks of myself. I want to change somethings about my body, I know within the past couple years I've lost alot of weight, I know I have a very curvy body and I love that about me! Its just who I am. Curves on a woman is sexy! (just sayinnn') But Honestly I love my body, I just want to tone up and lose maybe 5 to 10 more pounds, but mainly I just want to tone up. I'm kindof thinking trying the whole weight watchers online? I'm looking into it, but I'm not so sure if I should do it or not aha.
So my new years resolution is to just be me & make myself happy! I want to feel good about myself and not look at myself like "ew this is me" No, I am fersurely changing that about myself.

What has been going on with my life? Well, all I have been doing is going to school and working. Nothing too new with me right now actually. Work has been going great! I got my pay raise and I've been trying to work as much as I can:) I'm trying to make extra money for myself and to help out my madre' with the house situations and shanigans we have going on ahaha. School went pretty well the first semester. I passed my Computers class with an A but my Math I didn't pass it..I failed! :( I am kindof upset by it, but I plan on taking it again in the spring semester and I am GOING TO PASS THIS DAMN TIME! the thing that pisses me off about it, is that you had to get at least an 80% on everything, homework/tests..I did! but these two tests I retook, I kept failing..I thought we had one more day of the semester..I didn't know that that monday was the last day of it..I was very upset..I almost cried :( Oh well..I plan to pass and I will work extra hard on my work if I need to for my up coming classes/semesters. I am NOT failing again! Class starts January 6th, I am taking an online class..so hopefully it will be a tad bit easier..also its English. I'm pretty good at English too.

As for my new car, its coming along! c: I am so excited!! I just started building my credit with my credit card my Aunt Lori got for me through her bank. I am so happy that she helped me out trying to get one! Things are working out, slowly but surely. I have been thinking which car though. I'm not sure if I should get a Mazda3 (11 or 12) or a (11 or 12) Ford Focus. I love both cars, they are super cute!I'm just not so sure which to get. My plan is to go on my birthday and get one, it will be a big ol' birthday gift from me to myself! YAY ME! I'm just too excited to think throughly which one to get. I think I need to do more research ;)

I'm getting a new tattoo, veryy soon! I am super excited! once I get my taxes done, I plan on taking some of that to get my next one done. I am getting "and this too, shall pass" on my side in cursive handwriting! I cannot wait to get it..I'm kindof nervous though..it will be somehwat on my ribs..and I herd that kinda hurts a bit EEK :0 !!!! But oh well, I'm gonna be a trooper and just go for it! Just give me a hand to hold and a straw to chew on, I'll be set :) or some gum to chew, that helps too ;) ahhaha
Well I think this is it for this blog! I'm gonna go cuddle up in my blankies and watch storage wars! i'm in relax mode for the rest of the night! c:

GOODNIGHT LOVES! and HAPPY NEW YEAR!