Its been over six months since I wrote a blog on here..I think it maybe time to just stop writing them and just get a personal journal for myself.
But alot of things has changed since June 3rd haha..A lot of major ups and downs..But more downs than anything for the past couple months. First, William and I spilt up like three months ago. That has seriously torn me up..I thought that would have never happened but it did..I knew something was wrong in october but he wouldn't tell me..then I find out that he wanted to spilt up a few days later. It was an agreeable breakup..I'm getting over it the best way and as fast as possible..its just very hard for me because I have all of those feelings still for him. I'm still hope that one day him and I will be able to work out once we sort out our issuses.Because I want what we had back so much, he made me extremely happy and I've never felt this way towards anyone in my life. I just hope he will realize once I do start changing. I made a commitment to myself and I'm going to work hard at it. As for now, I just have to work on myself.
Second of all, I did move out of my moms house..I'm currently looking for a place. I'm still looking in monroe since its close to school and work. I'm thinking by April (by the latest) I should have my own place. I'm actually looking at some places right now and pricing them haha. The one place didn't work out, but that isn't going to stop me..I'm just going to keep on looking since that wasn't meant to be. I'm hoping one of these other places will work out though since they are my last option ahah.
Third, I guess this is more on a lighter note. I'm returning to school in the spring time. I'm nervous to, but I'm so ready to get my life in order. I'm 20 years old, my main goal is to finish school in about 7 years. I'm hoping it will work out how I want it to..
Other than that, Its almost time to get ready for work.
