Rain, rain go away!

Today is such a yucky day! ewie. I would like it more if I were going to sleep and able to listen to the rain so I can sleep...Now that would be lovely! But it just makes everyone gloomyyy! But I'm actually in a wonderful mood, which I am very happy about! woo!
I have been laid off for a week and its been very nice. I haven't took the time to actually relax and enjoy a day off in forever! I feel as if I took off some stress on me and I feel better. I'm not saying all stress has gone away, there is still a big chunk still there, but its going away slowly. Maybe I should take up some yoga classes? ahahha um. i'll think about that later.

Monday, I went and hungout with Ms. Katie and my handsome nephew Ethan (: ! I had a great time with them. It was a very relaxed day with them. It took us three hours to watch a movie! ahahahhaha! oh my gosh, that is just hilarious! We watched Valentine's Day: best movie ever in a long time!That is seriously my new fave movie! LOVESIT! Ethan is growing up sooo fast! He's already one years old! He is sooo handsome! I wish I had a photo of him, I would post it up! :( next time I go over there I plan to take some photos of us three<3
Tuesday and Wednesday I sat at home and just relaxed all day. It was very nice having a day off since I haven't in a long time! I have been working 10 or 12 hour shifts for the past couple weeks, its been very dang stressful on me.
Thursday My mom, sister and I went to go see our sista-sue Alyssa and our new beautiful niece Symphani Ann<3 ;;I am soooo happy for Alyssa and Tiffini. I missed them soo freakin' much! It was so nice just sitting there and being able to catch up with them since we haven't seen them in a long time. Symphani Ann is so pretty, I am so happy that I actually got to meet her yesterday.
Friday (which is today) I sit here at home just relaxing with the family. It is such a yucky day, its been raining for a couple hours now oh yay! the downside when its raining is that the roof leaks :( ugh..we need a new roof ahahah! Oh well, one day we will. I'm not sure what else I'm gonna do today, William will be coming over later, I hope his doctors appointment goes well. He's going to a specialist today about his back. I just hope it goes well because I know he's nervous about it. But I'll just see how it went when he comes over later.

Everything is getting better for me and my family now, stuff is getting put in place and I am happy about that. I am very confident about the whole house situation and that nothing bad is gonna happen. I am extremely excited to be getting a new car in a couple months! YES! I said it..NEW CAR! and I am for real this time! I have been building my credit since december and in July (probably on my birthday) I will go pick out a car for myself. I am so happy! But I also am so indecisive about which one I want! Its still between a Mazda3 and Ford Focus...I just don't know which one I want. I have time to figure out what I actually want. But I know that I want the outside color white or black and the inside all black. Ahahha! that is the only thing I have set on.
Hmm..I have big ol' plans for the future. Once this house thing is over, I am gonna work on myself as in working out, hard and getting healthy. I am getting there, its just taking time. But stress does not help me when I'm tryiing to get fit. But my plan is to finally get a gym membership and go 5 times a week and keep doing it until mid-july. Then see where I am at, then take it down a notch just to stay fit. I am happy with myself now, but still looking in the mirror and still not extremely happy with myself, I want to change that. So I do plan to do that and actually stay with it. { My haters are my motivation ;; fuck them all! }
Well, those are my two goals for now. and I think that is it. I have more to say..but it all is the same stuff over and over ahahah! Oh well.

Off to relax some more! woo!

I am truely one VERY happy woman!

So, this blog is mainly for my amazing boyfriend William. For the past 6 months I have been with him and its been amazing. I have never felt this way towards anyone in my life..its crazy and I like it alotttt! I just love everything about the kid, he's a gentlemen towards me, has manners, he's super caring, family orienated, ONE VERY SEXY MAN, his smile, his laugh, his eyes are just gorgeous, his body is amazing, how he hugs me is just so one of a kind (he gives amazing hugs) , his kisses, his lips, how he can make me laugh (all the time), his walk, how he is always there when I need him most, gives me advice when I need it, how he supports me in whatever I do, ..the list just goes on and on about what I like about him.

We met in such a wierd way..its just wierd. My mom was on press side (at our work) and she was talking to him about me thinking he was one very sexy man..and he said well give your daughter my phone number and we can talk (hahah) ...well I didn't text him, I got nervous and was like uhhhhh i'm scurred...so after the weekend he saw my mom and asked what happened, she told him and he said well just give her my number..so an hour into the work shift (after my mom told me what all happened) I got a text from him and we talked for the whole day about everything. That night we talked on the phone about different things, like what I am into, what do I do for fun, what music I like and other random things he wanted to know. The next day at work we finally talked face to face. I was so nervous talking to him..I kept blushing like crazy whenever we would talk to each other! I felt silly.

A week or so later we finally hungout with eachother (outside of work) and we talked for more hour and hours in my kitchen about anything and everything. then when the night was ending we walked out on the porch to say goodbye to eachother..we had thee MOST amazing hug I have ever got from someone..it just felt like something sparked inside of me and it was a feeling I really cannot describe..it was truely amazing. How close we were together, how everything just was, I didn't care about anything happening around us...all I cared about was what was happening on that porch between us. ...then no kiss happened.. ahahhaha! ...we talked about it that night and he said "I wanted to kiss you but Iwas so scared/nervous so I walked away, I wanted to turn around and walk back up that driveway and kiss you..but I was scared"

but then a couple days later we hung out and had that first kiss between us..and it was amazing as well..it was just very sloppy since we didn't know eachothers technique of kissing ahaha! but after two hours of kissing eachother it got better and better.

Now, we have been together for 6 months now and it has been nothing but amazing! I honestly mean that though. I have never been this happy with someone in my life time..I am so happy with him and our relationship and how it is and where its going. I love it! I love how we can just lay there without saying anything and still feel that spark between us. Its crazy I still get butterflies when I first see him or when I get a text from him or a kiss or a hug from him. I like how I can be myself around him and he's himself around me..I am truely comfortable with him! I am so comfortable with him because I can fall asleep in his arms and wake up the next morning in the same position. He is truely an amazing person to me and my family and that is all I want. I wanted to find a man and I did! and I am truely satisfied mentally and physically by him. I wouldn't ask for anything better! He is the best I have ever had! (; && I loCk him very very much!<3