I have quite the dilemma on my hands, I honestly do not know what I want to do for a career! I know many teenagers fresh out of high school have this situation and they always get through it, But I am having a rough time with it! haha
I was thinking either being a veterinarian or a dental hygienist. But then I started to think like do I really want to do one of these things? Then I started to think about being a nutritionist or a dietitian, but I've always wanted to become a veterinarian.
So! I am kind of stuck on what I would like to do and what college I should go to. I had my eyes set on Monroe Community College, also since we moved down here, but they don't have much courses to choose from. Also I was talking about it to my mom and she said well how about you try Wayne Community College. So I looked on there and they have more courses than Monroe but it will cost more since we don't live in Wayne County anymore.
I have a lot of thinking to do though. That is my conclusion on all of this haha!
Anyways, Graduation is in a couple of weeks which I am very excited about. I feel so relieved that I actually did it! I made it through high school without failing, for the most part haha!
But I am very excited for everything about to happen. I am ready to get out of high school and go to college and start on my way towards becoming a "real" adult.
The only thing that I am not so happy about is that Amanda (my sister) cannot make it to my graduation. Since now she lives with her boyfriend, Joel, out in Iowa and they have a lot of bills to pay but hey, it's life. I just wish she would be able to come out here for it. I would feel much better if she could. But I did tell her that she will definitely be here for my college graduation :p
Also she said she will be here for my graduation party, so hopefully she will. Because if she doesn't..then I will definitely be one pissed off girlie. :l
So some other things I just would like to rant and rave about is that well One; I need a JOB! I applied at petsmart, no answer..but it only has been a week..so maybe in a couple of days or so I will hear something :) *keeping my fingers crossed*
But also I am searching for jobs when I can. Right now I honestly can't unless I can apply for it online since I have no gas whatsoever to get from point A to point B. I just need to start making some money for things I need and want. I need gas first off to go places, and the things I would like are more tattoos, shoes, clothes and that's basically about it at the moment.
ahaha I like how I said tattoos first :p
Speaking of Tattoos, I really want a nice piece on my back. I am thinking either a Japanese cherry blossom tree or something else. It will be a pretty gnarly tattoo once its finished. Also another tattoo I would like is a bird on the inside of my calf/ankle plus I drew it so it will look pretty cool hahaha. Then I would like song lyrics going down my rib-cage. But I do not know if I could handle the pain there.
But I would like first get my foot tattoo finished. It looks so plain! I need someone who is amazing at doing tattoos also it needs a wee bit of fixing up..Soo yea.
Hmm what else is going to be happening..Well I am going to start working out again. (running and hardcore exercises) ahhaha. I need to loose weight, i am not happy with myself. But I will be starting that as soon as Thursday hits (that's when I get out of school) hahaha. I am pretty excited about it though. Also I am chopping my hair soon after graduation is done && over with. and dying it a total different color and doing some other stuff to it to make it cutee :)
ehh, i suppose I am done with this post. besides who reads it anyways?? 0.o hahaha!
